Losing this and losing him would mean losing my second family; Dad, Mom, Cindy, Jaytee, Michelle, Ricky and Buddy. It would mean not seeing them or being in my home away from home. It would mean not spending the 30 minute drives constantly changing the radio stations going from Riverside to Moreno Valley. It would mean no more watching “Friends” together while on the phone every night for an hour. It would mean no more ”Good morning” texts, calls/voicemails in the mornings. It would mean losing my best friend. It would mean me not being able to look at Dexter without being reminded that I lost a great thing. It would mean no more endless nights and mornings talking on the phone. It would mean no more hanging out at my house after church and eating corn from the Mexican lady or the rotissery chicken my Mom always buys on Sundays. It would mean no more of the tickle fights we both have grown to love and hate. It would mean no more laughing at fush, meese, pizzle, and dear moose. It would mean no more of the delicious food you make. It would mean that I wouldn’t be able to look at pop-tarts, ping pong, and pasta the same ever again. It would mean no more mini-dates at our favorite fast food restaurant. It would mean no more webcam chats. It would mean that I couldn’t walk into PacSun without being reminded of your scent. It would mean no more Bible Study nights where we would stay and talk in your car until we were ready to go. It would mean that all the dreams we had for our future would be gone in an instant. It would mean no more falling asleep on the phone. It would mean no more spending time at the park, and all the picnics we had. It would mean no more teaching me how to drive “Stella”. It would mean no more playing and owning you at Balloono and all the other OMGPOP games. It would mean that the ladies’ who complimented on how in love we are with each other would be sad that we aren’t together anymore. It would mean no more of the ninja fights we have. It would mean no more free frozen yogurt for me. It would mean you not being there to comfort me and wipe the tears from my eyes, or give me a big hug and a kiss on my forehead. It would mean that all the sacrifices and effort we put into the relationship would’ve been all for nothing. That’s what it would mean to lose him, and I will do whatever it takes to save all this.
This is why i love her so much this made me cry! I love you
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