Whoa-Ima-Panda!

Rant.

You rant more about me than you praise me. am i just that bad of a boyfriend? every night we argue its all about you and trying to make you feel better, where am i when it comes to this relationship? I do try and you just don’t take anything i say in. I try to be a good boy friend but lately you don’t let me. Yes you’re right you don’t control my life i do but you prove to me if I’m doing the right or wrong thing. Last night did i hear once are you okay? whats on your mind? I don’t want to see blogs in the morning to show the world how bad of a boyfriend i am, go on rant about me because everyone of these blogs about me just brings me down even more, i stand by your side through everything but now i don’t even know whats happening its like you don’t even love me anymore. If you think ignoring me for the day is going to fix it well its better than me trying right? anyone can make you happy but me why is that? Your expectations are too high for me and you don’t see it, i am still David just you don’t see “David” anymore you just want to see someone different. If you want someone better go find him, there are guys out there who still loves you. I still want you as my girlfriend, i want you just to feel better but ill just get yelled at for saying that. What do you want from me? to be another person i am not? You need to figure out that what you are looking for isn’t me anymore but you wont accept that. Face it we are growing apart and i shed tears because of it, we may have had a great weekend but the weekend is over and this is where things goes down from here. I know you’ll read this, And if you think ignoring me will fix the problem than why am i here as your boyfriend?